an iratik affair

Finally working at the printshop again. Better there doing what I love then some lame minimum wage job.. getting nowhere wasting my time. Thank goodness for generous persons :) blessed I am to have such open opportunities. 

At home again on a Saturday, as well as a Friday.  Down again with the thoughts of my social life not being in such a great social swing,  sucks to feel that this is no longer an option. I hate that certain things in my life are not by choice but indeed are just not an option anymore.

I miss feeling happy and healthy. But lately everything just seems to be going downhill and always a problem. I miss life. But i know that things are for a reason, but i guess i'm just not handling it well anymore.