Finally working at the printshop again. Better there doing what I love then some lame minimum wage job.. getting nowhere wasting my time. Thank goodness for generous persons :) blessed I am to have such open opportunities. 

At home again on a Saturday, as well as a Friday.  Down again with the thoughts of my social life not being in such a great social swing,  sucks to feel that this is no longer an option. I hate that certain things in my life are not by choice but indeed are just not an option anymore.

I miss feeling happy and healthy. But lately everything just seems to be going downhill and always a problem. I miss life. But i know that things are for a reason, but i guess i'm just not handling it well anymore.

Myself Unclothed... I need to live.

I always wanted to create my own blog site =p or whatever that is for that matter.

It seems that life just comes at you so fast, it's just too difficult to comprehend everything we have to do in life. I've experienced many complications in life, but I still have yet to live it and experience life the way God has created it to be.

I too am a very complicated young woman  who the man upstairs only knows me best.  But I am determined to make it out alive, and not just getting by, but by living.

So many things I want to do, and I'm holding myself back by not doing other things.

God help me, I'm gonna need all the strength and courage you can provide me with.